Answers

November 2, 2005

~ I found an answer to my dilemma…
~ Yes, its true….. I wasn’t ready and too much scared being committed… I thought about things too much that I didn’t thought that… I, at the fist place was being unselfish to others but being selfish to myself… instead of thinking about myself; I saved it for others.... I was just a second priority…..
~ I lost myself….. Now I’m looking for who I really am…. Understanding my capabilities, my traits, change myself for the better…… understanding and knowing more about myself are two of the different challenges that have came to me yet…….
~ trying wont hurt I guess……….
~ Maybe its time for me to experience how to love and how to be in-love…….
~ Maybe I would give someone a chance to enter my heart, to ease my pain…….. just once…. I just want to be happy for myself, thinking not only others but especially myself………
~ But once I felt that it’s wrong and once I was hurt…… that’s the time that I would stop…….
~ Commitment….. Maybe that’s the thing that I was looking for, to change my personality from being so dark…….. to being happy……..